THE AGE OF DREAMS
From whence the World came and why it came to be, I do not profess to understand. Suffice to say that there was a time before time, when the world was not. This was the first age, of which there are of course no written sources, only the vaguest of legends and myths.
All that I know is that there existed only three beings, the goddess Aebrynis and her two brothers Ceremos and Selemos. Both brothers desired their sister’s companionship, but Aebrynis loved both her brothers and would not choose one before the other. In her heart she knew that if only she gave enough of herself to keep each of her brothers happy, they could live together forever.
Yet some was not enough for Ceremos, for he much desired to have his sister for himself, and was ever trying to gain her favor. He never left Aebrynis side when their brother was near, so that Aebrynis and Selemos could not be alone just the two of them. It was his own happiness that seemed the most important to him, and he did not see or care that he was hurting his siblings.
Selemos grew tired of seeing how his brother’s attempts to win Aebrynis’s attention were making his sister unhappy. He desired only to bring her joy, and if that meant that he could not have her, then he would let her go. So he told his brother that if only he could persuade Aebrynis to help him make something to fill the void in his heart, he would be content and leave Ceremos alone with Aebrynis. To him, Aebrynis happiness seemed the most important, for only by bringing joy to his love could he feel content himself.
Ceremos approached Aebrynis, and told her some of their brother’s words. That he had grown weary of his siblings, and wanted other companions to fill his heart with joy. Aebrynis was disheartened, for she did not want to loose Selemos. She could not quite believe that Selemos wanted other companions, for had he not told her that he loved her? Yet she loved him too dearly to deny him, for she could plainly see his grief, and with Ceremos words weighing heavily on her heart, she eventually agreed. Clever was Ceremos, for he has used his siblings love for each other to break them apart. Yet in doing so he had told a lie, and helped make pain where there should be love and grief where there should be joy.
So in the end Aebrynis told Ceremos that it would be as her brother Selemos wished it. But she also told him that if she were to help make new companions for Selemos, she would first have to give herself to him just once. Ceremos did not like it, for he’d rather not share her at all, but if it was the only way then he thought he could bear for her to be alone with Selemos this one time. From the union of Aebrynis and Selemos did many great and wondrous things spring. Aebrynis found such joy in their single tryst that she gave birth to the sun, the moon and the stars. Now Selemos would not be alone, even if he would not be with her, for although he would not have his sister, at least he would have all this to occupy himself with.
Now Ceremos had his sister to himself, and for a while he was content. She was his – now and forever – and they should never be apart. Yet the fact that she had not always been his alone gnawed at him. Once she had shared her love, could she not be tempted to share it again? Had she not even given herself to another first? It occurred then to Ceremos that he had been cheated and betrayed. His sister had cheated him and given herself to another, and his brother had betrayed him by stealing Aebrynis’ love. Indeed, had not his sister given Selemos something wonderful and pure as a parting gift as well. The more he though about it, the more convince he became that he had been tricked. His heart grew dark as love turned to hate and joy became jealousy.
Aebrynis was also content for a while, for she knew Selemos was not alone, and she still had one brother left to her whom she still loved and who loved her. In time, however, she noticed that a change had come over her brother. He never spoke of Selemos anymore, and even forbade her to do so. He also took to leaving her alone in favor of visiting her gift to Selemos – briefly at first but then for longer and longer. When he was gone she felt miserable, for she had never been alone before, and loneliness was hard for her to bear. It then occurred to her that is Ceremos preferred the stars or the sun or the moon over her, and then he no longer loved her as strongly.
Desperate in her loneliness she sought out Selemos, for deep in her heart she still believed that he loved her. So great was their joy when they finally met again – alone for the second time – that they fell into each others arms like they had done that first time so long ago. Yet again their happiness was short-lived, for she could hear Ceremos retuning home, and had to hasten back to get there before him. She dared not tell him of her meeting, for a veil had been lifted from her eyes, and she could now tell love from hate. She came to see what a wicked man her brother had become, and realized he might do her and her brother harm if he grew wrathful.
Afterwards Aebrynis would sneak away to be with Selemos as often as she could when Ceremos was away exploring. To avoid detection she turned herself into a pebble of rock that hid away her blazing desire form Ceremos’ sight. Her brother Selemos would take the form of an invisible wind when she came to him. When they met he would embrace her in his strong arms and cover her with his love, and she would let her desire warm his cold limbs. From their unions many new things sprang – land and sea came into being, followed by mountains and lakes and rivers, then plants and trees and animals. Thus the world came to be, born of love and sown with the seeds of good and light.
But Ceremos was no fool. Once he had returned home to find his sister gone, and realized that his fears had been proven true. Not only had he been tricked and betrayed in the past – for the stars had proved better companions than any man could hope for – he was even being tricked now! He hid, and waited for Aebrynis to return, and when she did he pretended to know nothing of her meeting. Later he made to leave again, and made a show of telling Aebrynis he would be gone for quite a while. But he didn’t go far, but instead he waited for her to go to Selemos once again.
As soon as she had taken the form of the pebble, Ceremos followed her and witnessed for himself her passion and her love for their brother Selemos. Ceremos grew wrathful, for though he loved himself the most and his sibling less than the stars, he could not bear to watch them in their happiness. Fleeing home, he sat there for an age brooding, waiting for his sister to return. If he could not have her love, then no one would.
When Aebrynis returned, she saw Ceremos waiting for her and she grew afraid, for she realized that her secret had been discovered. She tried to flee back to Selemos, but Ceremos was too fast and too strong and he caught her and bound her against her will. Ceremos told her that he would keep her bound forever and that he would kill their brother while she lay there helpless. She cried then, for it seemed that her love would be undone and only grief and loneliness would remain.
The Ceremos made ready to find and kill his brother, but in this he did not succeed, for Selemos had heard his sister crying and knew something was amiss. When Ceremos came for him he was ready, and with strength born of love her wrestled with his brother and won. He could not bring himself to kill his brother, even tough he assuredly deserved it, for despite Ceremos’ wickedness her was still a kinsman. So Selemos broke his limbs and shattered his face and cast him into darkness. Then he sped to his sister and freed her – now they could be together forever without having to hide their love.
Ceremos lay in the darkness for a long time, his body broken and his courage fled. Only his hate and his envy sustained him, but even that was not enough to let him return to the light of the sun and the moon and the stars. Ceremos lay there for the longest time, so long that he forgot the meaning of love and the memory of light faded from his mind. Then the darkness spoke to him…it spoke to him about destiny and power, and about his birthright that had been denied him. It told him that if only he willed it enough, he could have his vengeance – the darkness would show him the way. Ceremos accepted without hesitation and was restored and remade in the image of darkness.
Aebrynis no longer had to hide her love, so instead of a pebble she took the shape of a boulder larger than any other, and her passion raged freely inside her. Selemos no longer took the form of an invisible wind, but choose instead the shape of the sky, blanketing all of Aebrynis with populated the world with all manner of creatures, large and small. This was a marvelous time, a time when death and misery did not exist, and all living things lived lives of happiness and love.
Little did they know that their brother was plotting their downfall. Ceremos waited until they were spent from their lovemaking, then he slipped unseen through the arms of his brother and into his sisters womb. Seeking to undo her from within he let darkness and cold suffuse her being, trying to snuff out the fires of her love. But Ceremos had fooled himself, for just as he was no match for his brother, he was no match for his sister. Instead of killing her, he only managed to cool her passions and in doing so he trapped himself within her bowels. So trapped he decided to try and free himself, but when he did it only caused Aebrynis to respond in kind – holding him fast with the warmth and light meant for his brother.
As Aebrynis became cold and limp in his arms, Selemos realized something was amiss. Yet there was little he could do, for just as Ceremos was trapped inside so was he shut outside, and try as he might he could no longer find a way in. All he could do was stay with his love and cradle her in his arms as she fought to contain the darkness within…
Thus it came to be that Aebrynis the Earth Mother fights her eternal struggle with Ceremos the Deep, cradled in the arms of her brother Selemos the Sky Father. Thus came about the end of the Age of Dreams.
We can feel this struggle even to this day, when the earth heaves and the ground spits forth flame and smoke, when death come to us in many guises, and when foul beasts crawl forth to wreak havoc among the children of Aebrynis and Selemos. We can feel it when the evils of the Shadow World drawn near, and only good deeds and the rays of the Sun can keep the darkness at bay.